Grief

It's definitely crossed my brain to have thought What if I would have died that day It would be easier for me It would not be easier for my surrounding folks certainly as time would pass Yes, it would get easier for them But as time would pass for me, it would have already been done. I wouldn't have to deal with this pain, heartache, loss, all of it Grief is the price we pay for love I loved climbing, running, swimming, biking, skiing, and just being outside I loved the freedom of the hills, handstands, and mountain summits, more than just athletics I grieve for so much I have loved and lost during this crazy life glitch I cannot dwell on the past only how it is now in this moment. I am here I can smile, I can cry, I can play the piano more I can lean on those whom I love dearly Soon I will be loving new adventures and humans with a new lens Looking forward to it, y'all