Lonely at Night

it does feel different to be alone at night now as opposed to before I think part of that is the attractiveness that I don't have for myself yet and if the other piece of that is the nerve pain imagining somebody willing to share a space with me when I don't sleep that well sometimes I'm more tossy and turny or I might actually be moaning in pain in some parts of the night so sharing that space with somebody seems really far-fetched somebody willing to do that and so it seems very lonely at night